Jumat, 30 September 2011

Whisper

Wake up! Fight for your honor
Don't let them try to erase you
Don't give the chance, they will destroy you
Give your best shot so they'll scare
You are not going down, we are here on your side
We can face it together, right here
The gates now are open, to fix all from broken
The heart is beating fast now, waiting
To the sky I make an ask,
Hope an Angel comes to save me from this darkness
Save us now!
By the light of the sun,
We can turn around our sight from the sadness
Save me from this darkness, save me from this sadness
We'll try so hard and hope it's not too late
Show the reasons we're here, show the answers we're here
We are okay now, we don't need that shit!!!
Sacrifice! the time will never come back
Send it back, don't let the sorrow fill your mind

We will never go back, we will never turn back
We'll fight together until the end
Control yourself just for this moment
To create the new victory

And send your name next in the future
We'll make the history
Prepare yourself to face the challenge, everything
Rise up and struggle for your wishes

I Knew You Were There

There's something new that I found here and it's so fast
But I still try to remember what I've done in the last
Even with my little spirit, I will stay and go for it.
There's also something that I believe and make me unbelieve
It's like the rain which falls down to the sea and becomes one
So do you and me who will always be there and facing each other.
There's no doubt in my heart if I talk about you.
It's like the sun that lights up the sky and the birds sing for it.
I just can't imagine if I should go alone, then I'm thinking again and that's okay

Because I Knew You Were There.

Friday, September 30th - 2011
Charlottetown, P.E.I - Canada ... (23:57)

Which One!!!

Confusing, when I stand beside you. I don't know what should I do
Too much, your asks and your wishes. Getting worse when I did something wrong,
You're screaming and crying.
What do you want?
I'm not your hands, I'm not your eyes.
Who do you think you are?
You're not my mind, you're not my mouth.
Which one should I take between love and loved.
Which one should I have between lie and life.
We are not the same again, so just go your way
Because I'll be okay with that.

Black and White

There's nothing we can find here, maybe it's hidden in emptiness.
The silent took the job to bring the emptiness direct to the darkness,
through the pieces of light that scattered around the sorrowful.
Are we saved already?
Don't ever think that you will if you never try.
Use your mind to get the best choice and just do it.
The light will come by its own way and bring the joyful,
erase all the sadness to get the perfect moment
and lift it up to the beautiful place.
We will see the difference comes out through the way of expectation
and make it complete with smiles and laughs.

Rabu, 28 September 2011

1 (satu)

Aku tak dapat bertahan di sini sendiri. Seakan aku berjalan dalam kegelapan
Kini kau menghilang, kau buat ku hampa
Pergi tanpa dekapan, aku terluka
Apa yang kau lakukan, kecewakan aku
Membunuh rasa sayangku untukmu...
Satu yang ku mau, kembalilah padaku...
Satu yang ku mau, jangan kau pergi...
Tak bisa ku lepaskan dirimu untuk yang lain...
Tak sanggup ku lewati hidup tanpamu...
Tak akan ada yang bisa menggantikanmu...
Di hatiku...

Perasaanku

Mungkin aku salah
Karena tak pernah nyatakan cinta
Yang tersimpan di hatiku
Sebenarnya aku
Ingin kau tahu
Apa yang kurasakan padamu
Dengarkan aku, bisikan hatiku,
Kan kuhapuskan perih
Pang kau rasakan
Kini kau terluka
Dan aku tersiksa,
Biarlah waktu yang menjawab semua...
Lelaplah di hatiku...
Diamkan dirimu sejenak waktu...

Pertama

Terbawa...
Ku terbawa derasnya ombak cintamu,
Hanyutkanku
Terbius...
Ku terbius paras cantikmu, menggoda, Tak kulupa
Inikah namanya cinta...
Saat kudekati dirinya ku tak kuasa.
Terdiam membisu,
Berdebar jantungku, aneh tingkahku.
Inikah namanya cinta...
Hanya dirinya yang ada di hati ini,
Tak ada yang lain
Tak ada yang bisa menggantikanmu...
Ku ingin kau tahu,
Ku ingin kau mengerti
Bahwa diriku telah jatuh hati
Ku ingin kau tahu,
Ku ingin kau mengerti
Bahwa hatiku ini
Hanya untukmu.

Kau Berbeda

Tak seperti biasanya,
Kini kau t'lah berubah,
Kau berbeda
Dan tinggalkan banyak tanya bagiku.
Apa yang kau sembunyikan dariku!!!
Kau lukai aku, khianati aku,
Kau tak tepati janjimu, Kau hilangkan aku, Kau buang aku dari pikiran dan hatimu.
Aku tak tahu harus berbuat apa lagi,
Kini aku sendiri ditemani sepi.
Aku kecewa...
Ku ingin kau di sini
Hangatkan hatiku
Yang kini beku tanpamu...

No Fear

In a crowd I feel so empty
And I've lost my world instantly...
Taken away my breath to pray
And it's killing me down far away...
The eyes now begin to hate
So what should I do if this is my fate...
Start thinking fast
Because it's not your last...
Follow the voice of your heart
And scream loud
To show that this is our time...
I don't care what you say
Because the time has just begun...
I won't let this time just go emptily Because tomorrow will be filled
With the mysteries...
Maybe we stand in the last day,
That's why I'll try to enjoy everyday...
Without thinking so long
Because there's nothing to fear...

Merindukanmu

Sempat ku merasa hilang arah
Ketika membuka mata di pagi hari.
Cahaya pertama yang bersinar,
Semakin lama
Semakin mengingatkanku akan dirimu.
Hingga saat ini,
Hanya harapan yang mengisi hilangnya kekuatanku untuk selalu mengingatmu. Berharap kau di sana
Masih memiliki secuil kenangan
Yang pernah terajut,
Yang mungkin akan berubah
Menjadi cinta sejati
Ketika sampai pada waktunya. Mungkin terlalu berlebihan jika memaksakan harapanku padamu.
Tapi semua itu
Adalah suara kesunyian hatiku
Akan hilangnya sesuatu
Yang paling berharga
Yang pernah ku miliki,
Yang mana memberi arti baru
Dalam hatiku saat ini.
Kerinduan...
Ya!!! Aku Merindukanmu...

Egois

Aku terlalu jauh melangkah,
Hingga tinggalkan dirimu...
Mungkin ku melupakanmu,
Hancurkan perasaanmu...
Tak ku sadari semua itu,
Ternyata melukaimu...
Hilangkan rasa sukamu...
Hilangkan rasa sayangmu...
Tak pernah terpikirkan,
Kau akan terluka akan
Tingkahku yang s'lalu saja memaksa
Mungkin ku mulai bosan
Atau mungkin lupa akan dirimu.
Ku mulai terbebani akan tingkahku,
Ku tenggelam dalam mimpi indahku sendiri
Tanpa memikirkanmu,
Tanpa memahamimu.
Perlahan tapi pasti kusadari semua,
Akan sikapku yang mulai egois
Tanpa memikirkanmu,
Tanpa memahamimu...

Homesickness

Now I'm far from home
And it takes so long.
The time that I need...
Just to come back home
And just to see you all
You are all that I need.
And I pray to GOD to save you all
I beg YOU don't leave.
GOD I need YOUR blessing
GOD I need YOUR love...
Mommy... Daddy...
When I'm here, I miss you
When I'm here, I need you
I can't take this any longer...
I wish you were here...
I'm stuck here in loneliness...
Brothers and sisters,
My friends My Family...
Throw out my sadness
I'm homesick here...
I Miss You All

September 13th - 2011
Cibubur, Jakarta - Indonesia

Last Hope

I'm hurt because I made you hurt
And I regret seeing you change.
You're different now and I feel so guilty.
It's not what I mean.
I didn't realize all would be like this. I'm sorry...
Deep in my heart I beg your pardon.
You mean so much to me.
I need you...
I wish I could hear your voice again,
Yelling my name and hug me tightly.
There's nothing I can do here.
You don't belong to me anymore.
I'm weak without you...
You are my live...
My last...
My luck...
You are my love.

September 28th - 2011... 21.10
Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island - Canada

My Lucky Day

Too much time that I've spent
without you here,
And that makes me feel empty.
There's just a blank frame,
A piece of paper and a pen
That's waiting to be filled up
With your face and smile.
Maybe I'm sad, maybe I'm lonely
Because I'm too far from you,
But I'm still hanging on with my last strength,
Just for you.
Until I find the day that makes me comfortable,
And it's today...
This is My Lucky Day,
When you come to me.
You light a candle of memories that I probably lost.
You throw a ball of snow
And it makes me remember everything.
You change my dark day become so light
And it's all because of you...

September, 28th - 2011... 20:19
Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island - Canada