The Revenge

I'm not gonna be afraid, I'll fight till the end of my breath
I'm here gonna feel okay, I'm standing still on my way
And I'm waiting here hope for something different
Something new to face, no matter storm and rain
Until the night comes
And cold wraps around my arms
I'm ready
And still here for this tragedy
I will burn your eyes, I'll show what you've done
Welcome to my class and get ready to die
If my eyes are closed beyond this fight
I hope it's alright
Because I won't let you feel sad, I won't let you feel bad
Just keep in mind to find the sign
Maybe one day, we'll back here again
I send my pray to bless you in urgent
Please don't make me feel down now...

I Need You Here

I've done everything, to prove my love and make sure that you are the only
The only I need, the only I want, the only I trust
But I don't know why this happened to me, just like a child who lost his cake
Just hiding and crying. Nothing he can do, realizing his own weakness
Stay right here!!! I will be waiting for you
Stay right here!!! Nothing can change my mind
Stay right here!!! I want you to come back now
Come back now...
I miss your voice and I miss your face
I want you to come back here again
Throw out the sadness in my mind
Tell me where so I can find
This place is so empty without you
But I felt so lucky when I met you
Waiting in here with all of my tears
I need you here...
I do not know what to say
I do not know what to do
Like the night that missed the moon
I want to hug you soon
I saved my last breath for you
I save my last prayer for you
Everything for you ...
I want you to come back here again ... I need you here
This place is so silent without your voice ... I need you here

No More "Us"

I told you to stop it and hope you did
But everything has changed now, it goes so down
You put a disappointment in my heart
You let me burn beside the star
You pull me down and make me scared
You hurt me so much, you did it too much
Yeah...!!!
Go away from me, I don't need you more
Now, there's a line between us, there's no love between us
No more love...
Even though we try so hard,
It isn't the same anymore
You are not yourself anymore
Like I wasted my life... I felt it, I meant it, I thought it
Now, I try to find some spaces
I need to fill up a new place in my heart with a new star,
It could be a star up there in the sky
Honestly, I don't care if it is a star, the moon or the sun
Atleast all of them are from the beautiful sky
I hope, I could get the other one, although just in my dream

Tuesday, October 4th - 2011
Charlottetown, Prince Edward Island - Canada

Canada To Ternate

I open my eyes this morning and it's not usual
The sky wasn't blue like yesterday, not at all
Tik... Tik... Tik...
There are many sounds out there but it comes from the tik
Suddenly, my mind is going to another place
Yup!!! I knew this place
There are many moments that happened here
Happiness, sadness, smile, anger, laugh, cry, peaceful, love...
I try to get my mind back
But it's very hard like a son who meets his mother after separated for many years
There is a longing that made my mind feel at home and won't come back
I recognize that I wanna be there right now
But there is something I should do
I've promised to myself, I'm not gonna change my mind
I will be back and continue the next moments after that

Saturday,October 1st - 2011
Charlottetown, P.E.I - Canada

The Promise

Just for you, that's why I still do it
You are the only in my heart and so hard for me to hate it
I told you to keep it, the promise that I've ever said
I love you, I need you, I won't let you go...
If the time must take you, I hope it's not now 'cause many hearts will be hurt
I will stop breathing for you, I need more time to make you smile
So please open your eyes, I'll bring you out from your fears
I'll do it...
I pray to GOD, I need the happiness
And it will happen when I get you back, so I need your love inside me
I'm sick and I'm hurt because you're not here right now

October 1st, 2011... 23:44
Charlottetown, P.E.I - Canada