Fake Beyond The Perfection

Do you know what am I thinking now? 
I'm thinking about the most beautiful thing of God's creation.  
But everything is vanished when I see the biggest difference too. 
I see the rainbow which only has one color.  
Isn't it strange?  
I suddenly feel that God does not love me anymore.  
The question is...
How could I see the rainbow colored black
While at the same time,
People around me is struck by its Beautifull. 
Then I realized that this moment is not Mine
So, I'll wait until I actually see the true colors of that rainbow.  
How do you think I feel right now?  
Absolutely...!!!
This reality is very difficult for me to accept
And make ​​me very sad.  
I do not believe it...!!!
Rainbow is always about the joy
But I am sad when I see the rainbow

Hmm... 
Should I cry now? 
Should I be angry now?  
Even though I have to do it all
I still cannot change that.  
I don't have the power for that.
What I have to do now is
"Smile when I feel sad"
"Laugh when I'm crying"
"Happy when I'm angry"

Summerside, P.E.I - Canada
Monday, November 7th 2011